I was having a great day and thinking of the future, then it all went wrong. I started to think of her and my head dropped. I was thinking of so many ways to get her back and realised that it is stupid. When a woman dumps you she has had enough, she was the most sweet kind beautiful person and i blew it. When you can't switch off it must be a sign that you have to defeat your own mind, pride and help yourself, because in the end, you are the only one who can do it. Regret is 20/20 time can't be changed.